I don't know if I'm going to quit yet. This isn't the Outsider's Blog anymore. I'm not on the tag team but I am taking a break over the summer for sure. If I don't get back on sometime in september then you'll know I quit. or I will post about quitting for sure. I care about you guys I really do but there's a lot of drama. Too much drama. It's all I think about now and when something happens on the chat or we talk about something it's all I think about. Usually it's not a good thing when I think about it. I was on wensday night and it made me feel like crap. I get out of school in 5 and a half days then I'm goin on a trip. I won't be on after that. Not for a while at least.
I'll miss you guys :'(
~Brooks
Sorry it had to be this way bud. I hope u come back
ReplyDeleteOkay Brooke, I don't mean to make you feel bad but that serously depresses me. But I tottally know what you mean, this is NOT the outsiders anymore. I use to love the blogs, and now I could care less if I posted every week, or commented on all the blogs every night. After all the drama, fighting, quitting, and not quitting it's gotten old and annoying, and now that summers here I'd much rather be spending my time doing other things. I don't blame anyone who chooses or has choose to stop reading the blogs because to be honnest, if I were them it would've ruined the book for me. There are some people that I like, but don't think they belong. Not one persons at fault, it's been all of us. We've all said that we want to fix it, delete the chat, work on it, quit if only to make it better, but its all talk. I don't believe any of it anymore. I'm normally one to fix something, and never give up. But I'd be shocked if we were able to fix this train wreck around and turn it back to what it use to be. When I'm writting posts, or reading blogs I no longer see them as the charactors, but as who the person is. That's not what this is about, and I don't want it to be like that. And as much as I hate to say it, I almost hate that I've gotten to know you all, not because I don't like you all, but because it's taken away from the posting.
ReplyDeleteSorry if anyone gets pissed off, I just felt like having a no bull shit moment for a change. Anyway my whole point that I tottally missed was, Brooke I'll miss you but understand why you're doing this <3
everytime i think about quitting. i feel like if i do im gonna start balling. but i think about wen the outsiders blog was the outsiders blog. not a bunch of people on here that isnt even the outsiders anymore. its the outsiders chat now. if i take a break i will probably come back. there's too much drama right now and i cant handle it. i'll be on until monday of next week. i'll probly be back dal. but im a freshman in highschool i dont want my whole highschool life surrounded around people i dont know. no offense or anything u guys are good friends. i've gotten to know all of you and i would miss you guys if i quit!
ReplyDeleteBrookie, I love you. I'm gonna miss you like fucking crazy. I agree with everything Blair and Dal said. I hope you can keep us off your mind but don't forget us or I'll come find you and beat your head in :]
ReplyDeletei could never forget you guys carson! i luv you too! and everytime i think of the outsiders i think of all of you. ik that taking a break will help. i wouldnt forget you guys for a million bucks ok! and im gonna miss you too car! love you guys!<3
ReplyDeleteWell i agree with Blair and Dal too.
ReplyDeleteBut yeah brook nowadays i feel like quitting almost every night.
I used to come home and read ur guyz posts every night and refreshing the page for comments but now its all changed.
I hope this all changes back and that u will decide to stay. :)
Im Gonna Miss You! I Love You Brooklyn. I Hope You Come Back *Kiss*
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