Train Tracks

I've only been there once...when it happend and I was really little! When I was in my room crying I went into the living room and Johnny, Dawn, Steve, and Twobit where out there. Johnny was telling Twobit and Steve what had happend and I told him I needed to take a walk by myself! Just to get some air and think! I figured Pony hadn't left yet for Texas so I kinda looked around for him I didn't want anybody to know what I was doing so when they asked me I just told them just taking a walk. I couldn't think about where Ponyboy was so I went to the park and he wasn't there and I remembered the day when I kissed Sean and when Johnny said he went to the train tracks! I ran there as fast as I could. I didn't see him so I started to walk about a mile down I saw somebody laying there and I figured it was him! I yelled his name and he got up and just sat there and yelled my name! I started to run and he got up and caught me in his arms! We both started to cry and we sat down and he held me and told me he was sorry for telling me he was leaving he just had something he had to do first!!!! We were right by the cross where his parents died and just sat there and talked he tried to talk me into going to Texas but I told him I couldn't go! Johnny would kill me and him both and I could only live with him going to Texas I don't want him dead too! He said he understood why I couldn't go with him and I tried to change his mind about going but it was made up! I told him I would be here waiting for him and he told me I didn't have to! He said that there are better guys out there and I told him I loved him and he stared at me! I looked away and he told me he loved me too! He kissed me like he never has before and I Told him that I didn't care if it was days, weeks, months, or years!!!! I would wait for him no matter what!!!! He gave me the biggest smile ever and I told him I had to go! He walked me home and  walked me to the door and kissed me for about five minutes and gave me a big hug! I hope everything will be okay! I just couldn't let him leave with out seeing him again!

Brooklyn Cade