ForNever And Always

I always thought that Johnny was the forgiving,kind-hearted,lovable person of the gang!Not that the rest of you aren't, it's just that when Johnny let that fucker James in the apartment I almost started balling! Mostly because he told me I cant see ponyboy anymore! I told him everybody makes mistakes and he said that wasn't a good enough reason!!! Well Pony came over on Saturday and asked for Johnny he saw the worried look on my face but I still called for him! He came down the hallway and when he saw who was at the door he looked really pissed! Then James came out and he already knows how much I hate him cause he replaced my brothers best friend and he knows thats the reason why! But I hid around the corner so nobody could see me. And Johnny told Ponyboy that he didn't want him talking to me anymore! Pony was talking about how I'm part of the gang and johnny pretty much insisted that Ponyboy left! So then Ponyboy left and I had a tear in my eye hoping Johnny wasn't going to say the same to me! Sure enough he called me into the room and I pretened like I was running down the hallway so he didnt know I heard! I wiped the tears away real quick and he told me to not be around Ponyboy anymore! I started screaming at him and he told me to calm down and I must have told him I hated him about a million times!!!!!!! Then "SWEET INISCENT" Johnny 'cake' slapped me! Yea, Slapped me! I grabbed my purse and ran out the door! I ran faster than I ever have! Faster than when Dal left me at the park!! FASTER than when I heard that my mom and dad where almost home from there vacation! Oh and here's the rich part when johnny slapped me James LAUGHED!!!!!!! :( He laughed I couldn't believe it! So much for a best friend! I guess Johnny didn't here cause he was chasing me but he stopped cause he ran out of breath! I kept running and I saw a car and it looked like Kit and Pony. IT WAS!!! I stopped for just a minute to talk to them! I told them I didn't have time to explain what happend! Then I took off! I'm not sure where I am at right now but it's way better than at home!!! I'll be fine I know my way back. I'll be home in a couple of days but I'm not staying at the apartment

I thought you said everything was going to get better Johnny! What happend!!!